I've taken a look back, and now I'm moving forward. Easing me along with His hands, the Lord hasn't altered the course that He's put me on. He is consistent and sovereign to His word. Even at times when I'm trudging with my head down, when I look up, He's still there. Behind me, before me, and beside me, all at once.
This is my forward motion: Living life with other humans in such a way that gives them permission to know you. This is life with my family. The times I spent with them over the past couple of months has been a physical and emotional "return home". With each time I come back around, they welcome me, and refuse anything but unconditional love for this sometimes absent, sometimes confused, sometimes ill-tempered, girl with a camera. With them, I am me. Praise God for that.